There is something here for every heart broken by abortion – healing, hope, comfort, and restoration. I wish everyone who needs this could hear it.
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Mercy Great Enough
Mercy Great Enough offers hope, connection, and healing for women and men who have carried secret guilt and shame over an abortion decision in their past. The project assures the listener that nothing can separate us from the love of God. The message is that you are not alone. Mercy and forgiveness are real, and freedom is possible. The full-length project contains 13 songs, two spoken word pieces and comes with a devotional guide. Lyrics are included.
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Hidden Things
Hidden Things
Words & Music by Gina Boe, Lisa Qualsett, & Sue Smith
Behind the eyes a world unseen
of sleepless nights and silent screams
The self-inflicted suffering
Of slavery to hidden things
Buried in the darkest part
Shame and secrets rule my heart
Begging for the light to bring
Rescue from these hidden things
All these choices I have made
Break me in the deepest place
Can what’s been ruined ever be redeemed?
Is there hope for hidden things?
So much I feel but try to hide
The guilt and grief I hold inside
I wrestle with the memories
To keep them with the hidden things
All these choices I have made
Break me in the deepest place
Can what’s been ruined ever be redeemed?
Is there hope for hidden things?
Bolt and chain it with a smile
Hold the pain back
Hold the pain back
Bolt and chain it with a smile
If only for a little while
All these choices I have made
Break me in the deepest place
Can what’s been ruined ever be redeemed?
Is there hope for hidden things?
© Universal Music – Brentwood Benson Songs / Songs From Bobb Avenue/WillyDot Music (BMI) / EnCorps Songs / Song corps publishing BMI
What Now?
What Now?
Words & Music by Paula Ellefson & Steve Siler
(Spoken)
This isn’t the right time
You can always have another
How will you take care of it?
You’re so not ready to be a mother
Why didn’t they stop me?
Why didn’t I stop myself?
How could they say I would soon be back to normal?
Didn’t they know that my heart would be broken?
Didn’t they know I would hate myself?
That the secret would poison relationships
and become my own private hell?
What now?
What now?
(Spoken)
Think of your future
Career and education
Can you count on the father?
It would be better if you waited
Why didn’t they stop me?
Why didn’t I stop myself?
Since this happened nothing feels like normal
Why didn’t I know how much I’d be tormented?
Why didn’t I know I could never forget?
That the trauma would color my days and nights
and would shadow my every step
What now?
What now?
What now?
What now?
Why did nobody stop me?
Why didn’t I stop myself?
How could they say I would soon be back to normal?
I didn’t know I would always feel guilty
Didn’t know I’d feel covered in shame
That the weight of a choice made in haste and fear
would become my own ball and chain
I didn’t know I’d always feel someone missing
I didn’t know I’d live with endless regret
That the anger would burn in my restless heart
For the pain I would have to relive
What now?
What now?
What now?
What now?
© Ninety Forty Ten Music / Silerland Music (ClearBox Rights) ASCAP
Stain Upon My Heart
Stain Upon My Heart
Words & Music by Missi Hale & Steve Siler
I’ve been breathing through a blanket
I’ve been walking under water
Every breeze an accusation
Every piece of bread a stone
I’ve been trying to swim through quicksand
I’ve been tangled in a wire
Every sunrise condemnation
Every path a broken road
But am I mistaken or is there a gentle whisper
If you can hear me I beg you please
Wash the stain on my heart
Break the chain I carry
Tell me you know everything
and tell me that you love me
Tell me mercy’s great enough
to see beyond my scars
and wash away the stain upon my heart
I’ve been drifting in a dark cloud
I’ve been circling the desert
Every dream another nightmare
Every cup filled with regret
Is this redemption, this subtle tug I’m feeling?
Is there forgiveness? Can I be free?
Wash the stain upon my heart
Break the chain I carry
Tell me you know everything
and tell me that you love me
Tell me mercy’s great enough
to see beyond my scars
Will you wash the stain upon my heart
Will you wash away these stains
Wash the stain on my heart
Break the chains I carry
Tell me you know everything
and tell me that you love me
Tell me mercy’s great enough
to see beyond my scars Jesus
Will you wash away the stain
Please wash away the stain upon my heart
© Lissabugmusic – ASCAP / Silerland Music (Administered by Clear Box) ASCAP
Another Mother’s Day
Another Mother’s Day
Words & Music by Marcy Each & Bev Herrema
Another Mother’s Day.… and you’d be almost three
Singing silly made-up songs and playing hide and seek
In Sunday School you’d plant a flower in a paper cup
Then bring it to me proudly and give me a great big hug
But it’s another Mother’s Day…
Without you
Another Mother’s Day…. and you’d be seventeen
Maybe you’d look just like me for all the world to see
Complaining that I’m way too strict, but then in the next breath
Telling me that I’m the best mom you could ever have
But it’s another Mother’s Day…
Without you
In church they sometimes ask the moms to stand while people cheer
But I’ll just sit in silence like I’ve done for all these years
I thought there’d be another chance, that time would heal the wound
But even though I’m standing in God’s grace…
I still miss you
Another Mother’s Day.… and you’d be thirty-five
Highlights in your hair and tiny laugh-lines by your eyes
Of course you’d come for lunch today with all the kids in tow
And we would sit for hours telling tales from long ago
But it’s another Mother’s Day
Without you
In church the kids are singing, “Jesus loves me, this I know”
I panic for a moment like I used to long ago
But then my Savior helps me breathe, He calms me through and through
And offers hope that one day by His grace…
I’ll be with you
© Ninety Forty Ten (Administered by ClearBox Rights) ASCAP
You'll Never Call Me Daddy
You’ll Never Call Me Daddy
Words & Music by Steve Siler
I had to decide and I wasn’t prepared
You were defenseless and I was running scared
Now there’s not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
and all the things we would have done that we’ll never get to do
cause
You won’t ride up on my shoulders
You won’t climb up on my lap
You won’t want a bedtime story or ask, Can we play catch?
You won’t squeeze me tight around my neck or shout Hey, look at me!
You’ll never call me Daddy
So many opinions I felt so confused
You were the voiceless one with everything to lose
Looking back I can’t believe it
I failed to count the cost
and everyday I feel the pain of the fatherhood I lost
cause
I won’t show you how to whistle
I won’t teach you how to swim
I won’t hear your silly songs or put your art up on the fridge
I won’t run along beside your bike so you won’t scrape your knees
You’ll never call me Daddy
I’m so sorry
Can you forgive me?
You needed me and I wasn’t there for you
I didn’t stop it and I can’t bring you back
Now I hope someone will listen to me if they have to choose
cause
No one rides up on my shoulders
No one climbs up on my lap
No one wants a bedtime story or asks, Can we play catch?
No one squeezes tight around my neck or shouts, Hey, look at me!
No one calls me Daddy
You’ll never call me Daddy
© Silerland Music (Administered by Clear Box) ASCAP
I Wasn't There
I Wasn’t There
Words & Music by Scott Krippayne & Steve Siler
A man protects
A man provides
A man stands tall
and does what’s right
That’s why I feel this guilt inside
and can’t seem to look you in the eye
You needed me
Our child did too
and it’s painful to admit the truth
I wasn’t there, I wasn’t there for you
I wasn’t there, I wasn’t there for you
The words come slow
There’s so much shame
from this failure I don’t want to name
But I know that there’s no way to heal
til I speak out loud the things I feel
You needed me
Our child did too
and it’s painful to admit the truth
I wasn’t there, I wasn’t there for you
I wasn’t there, I wasn’t there for you
If I’d known then what I know now
We could have made it work somehow
You needed me
Our child did too
and it’s painful to admit the truth
I wasn’t there
I wasn’t there for you
I wasn’t there
I wasn’t there
© Pirk Music BMI / Silerland Music (Administered by ClearBox Rights) ASCAP
Listen with Love
Listen with Love
Words & Music Steve Siler
At a glance you’d say she’s got it all together
To look at her you’d think you know the truth
Inside she hides a secret she’s ashamed of
Afraid she’d be unwelcome if you knew
God already knows her story and He loves her
Which one of us could throw a stone and judge her?
We need to listen with love
Listen with love
May the church be a safe place to tell the truth
A new dawn will rise
Where there was darkness before
When we listen with love like the Lord
In the churches and cathedrals where we worship
We need hearts that long to hear and understand
When burdens can be laid down without shaming
Then healing can begin across our land
If we listen with love
Listen with love
May the church be a safe place to tell the truth
A new dawn will rise
Where there was darkness before
When we listen with love like the Lord
No more need for silence
Or living with a lie
To honor each one’s story
is to honor Christ
So let’s listen with love
Listen with love
May the church be a safe place to tell the truth
Then a new dawn will rise
Where there was darkness before
When we listen with love like the Lord
When we listen with love like the Lord
© Silerland Music (Administered by Clear Box) ASCAP
Hope Will Rise Again
Hope Will Rise Again
Words & Music by Steve Siler
When you step inside the church doors
The walls start closing in
You feel judging eyes surround you
Even though your secret’s hid
You think that I must hate you
That that’s what you deserve
But even when you hate yourself
I still see your worth, and
I’m not here to punish you
I’m not here to condemn
I’m here to heal your heart
so hope will rise again
Bring the past and all its choices
One by one into the light
Until truth and understanding
Bring new meaning to your life
I know it may be fearful
to let the story out
But it’s only through surrender
That freedom can be found
I’m not here to punish you
I’m not here to condemn
I’m here to heal your heart
and help new life begin
Peace is what I have for you
and love that’s without end
I know the plans I have for you
and hope will rise again
You cannot be separated from my love
I’m not here to punish you
I’m not here to condemn
I’m here to heal your heart
and help new life begin
Peace is what I have for you
and love that’s without end
I know the plans I have for you
and hope will rise
Hope will rise
Hope will rise
Hope will rise again
© Silerland Music (Administered by Clear Box) ASCAP
Broken into Beautiful
Broken Into Beautiful
Words & Music by Chad Cates, Gwen Smith, & Sue Smith
She’s smiling on the outside
But she’s hurting on the inside
It’s getting hard just living anymore
And the shadows she has clung to
Painful things that she has been through
Have left her feeling worthless, Lord… but
You change worthless into precious
and guilty to forgiven
Hungry into satisfied
Empty into full
And all the lies are shattered
And we believe we matter
When you change broken into beautiful
We live with accusations
Sometimes heavy expectations
That tell us we can never measure up
And yet you repeat with mercy
That in your eyes we are worthy
‘til at last we see how much we’re loved cause
You change worthless into precious
Guilty to forgiven
Hungry into satisfied
Empty into full
And all the lies are shattered
And we believe we matter
When you change broken into beautiful
Though we can’t see how we can stand before you Lord
And feel valued, priceless and adored
You change worthless into precious
Guilty to forgiven
Hungry into satisfied
Empty into full
You change worthless into precious
Guilty to forgiven
Hungry into satisfied
Empty into full
And all the lies are shattered
And we believe we matter
When you change broken into beautiful
Broken into beautiful
© Sunday Best Music / Universal Music – Brentwood Benson Publishing / CCTB Music (ASCAP) New Spring/ Brentwood Benson / Upper Cates
The Days Still Yet to Come
The Days Still Yet to Come
Words & Music by Steve Siler
I stuffed my feelings in a secret place
Locked them up and threw away the key
Built and barrier inside my heart
and shut out what I didn’t want to see
But the truth keeps on dripping like water
and it has an unquenchable thirst
You can’t hold it back forever
You’ll drown or the damn will burst
So I will tell my story
Share the shame that I’ve been running from
I’ll grow and learn, try to be a better man
and let it change the days still yet to come
No more living with remorse and regret
I’m unpacking all the guilt and the shame
Silence is no substitute for strength
and nobody wins when I hold on to pain
It’s time to let the light shine in the darkness
and speak all the things that I feel
Once I can really be honest
Then there is hope I can heal
I will tell my story
Bring the truth out into the sun
I’ll grow and learn, try to be a better man
and let it change the days still yet to come
These words might be what someone else needs
For me, what they mean
Is maybe now I can be free
So I will tell my story
Even though it’s hard to admit
Until I acknowledge what happened
I won’t make peace or find forgiveness
I know that I can’t change what came before
Yesterday can never be undone
I’ll grow and learn, try and be a better man
and let it change the days still yet to come
No longer will I hide
I will honor my child’s life
and let it change the days still yet to come
and let it change the days
The days still yet to come
© Silerland Music (administered by ClearBox Rights,) ASCAP
We Forgive You
We Forgive You
Words & Music by Dwight Liles & Steve Siler
Would it have been a girl with a diamond smile?
or a darling boy with a dimpled chin?
Years have passed and still it makes you cry
Wishing you could have that choice again
Your heart aches every day for what might have been
You blame yourself for what can never be
You can’t begin to hope or dare believe
That such a loss could ever be redeemed
You’ve been so alone
You’ve felt so ashamed
But in the midst of your confusion
This is what you need to hear today
We forgive you
Your child is safe with me
& I’m holding your child close each time you pray
Please surrender
The guilt of your past and be free
We still love you
We forgive you
Every time you hear a child at play
Or see the glowing eyes of a mom to be
Old regrets crash in like tidal waves
As you relive the hidden tragedy
So harsh and so cold
You felt you had no choice
When you can’t believe you’ll find compassion
Just close your eyes and hear my voice
We forgive you
Your child is safe with me
& I’m holding your child close each time you pray
Please surrender
The guilt of your past and be free
We still love you
We forgive you
and something else
Please forgive yourself
Your child is not alone
Heaven is our home
We still love you
and we forgive you
© Ninety Forty Ten / Silerland Music (Administered by ClearBox Rights) ASCAP
I Lay it Down
I Lay it Down
Words & Music by Steve Siler
The abortion was a wound to our souls
A part of us died on that day
Like a dried flower pressed between the pages of a book
The life was gone but somehow it remained
It had to be somebody’s fault
How could I make such a mistake?
I’ve been so angry both at you and at myself
I guess we both share in the blame
Now I lay it down
Lay it all at God’s feet
All my anger with you
All my anger with me
I give up on believing blame turns anything around
It won’t
So I lay it down
It might have been another way
But I just couldn’t see it then
Looking back on our lives and all that led up to that day
Understanding is where healing can begin
So I lay it down
Lay it all at God’s feet
All my anger with you
All my anger with me
I give up on believing blame turns anything around
It won’t
So I lay it down
The condemnation we hold on to keeps us in the past
and no amount of punishing will bring the moment back
Oh…
So I lay it down
Lay it all at God’s feet
All my anger with you
All my anger with me
Mercy can bring healing, that’s the choice I’m making now
Letting go
I lay it down
I’m letting go
Now I lay it down
© Silerland Music (administered by ClearBox Rights,) ASCAP
Your Life Has Made a Difference
Your Life Has Made a Difference
Words & Music by Gwen Smith & Steve Siler
You were real
You were here
My world changed forever
Because you lived and died
I was lost
Now I’m found
Your spirit is in Heaven
and cannot be denied
And so I give you a name
I light a candle in your honor
I will share the things you’ve taught me
and help others find their hope
I will tell the story
of a broken heart set free
And in everything I do become a witness
Your life has made a difference
You were flesh
You were soul
Something deep inside me
Transforming me with life
There was fear
Now there’s love
You’re forever with me
A never-ending light
So I lift up your name
Light a candle in your honor
I will share the things you’ve taught me
and help others find their hope
I will tell the story
of a broken heart set free
And in everything I do become a witness
Your life has made a difference
© Audio 31 Music (Administered by Music Services) / Sunday Best Music (Administered by Music Services) / ASCAP / Silerland Music (Administered by Clear Box) ASCAP
Praise
Musicians / Vocalists
Other Helpful Resources
I’m not sure I have the words to adequately express how beautiful this project is…so powerful it dares to say what we feel but haven’t put into words. You’ve included the hurting woman, the hurting man, the loss of the child, the heart of God, and words to the body of Christ.
DAWN DAMON, PASTOR, AUTHOR, MENTOR - GRAND RAPIDS, MI
These songs are great and can address a multitude of issues. Vulnerability and connection are what we need. You’re getting inside our hearts.
GEORGETTE FORNEY, CO-FOUNDER, SILENT NO MORE AWARENESS CAMPAIGN, PITTSBURGH, PA
This is a must for any therapist’s toolbox as you walk your clients through the healing process of this traumatic and secretive issue. Can be used not only for after abortion care but also in Crisis Pregnancy Centers for prevention.
GREG HASEK, MA, MFT, LPC , SOUTHWEST FLORIDA CHRISTIAN COUNSELING, BONITA SPRINGS, FL
You’ve done a great job hitting the mark on the heart of the issues you’re addressing. This CD will be a great gift to the abortion wounded and I’m excited to give them to our participants.
KAREN ELLISON, DIRECTOR, DEEPER STILL, RETREAT CENTER FOR THE ABORTION-WOUNDED, KNOXVILLE,TN
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Anthony LaMarchina
Anthony LaMarchina
Instrument / Role:
Cello
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken (After the Storm) DIGNITY Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, You Should Hear Him Sing, I'm Gonna Lose You, Twenty Three INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My I Wasn't There, Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You SOFT RAIN TWENTY THREE Twenty Three WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
Craig Nelson
Craig Nelson
Instrument / Role:
Bass
Albums / Songs Involved With:
THE APOLOGY DRINK DEEP No!, Don't Feel Much like Prayer Today, Drink Deep, After the Crowds are Gone, No Such Thing as Normal, Differently, Every Single Tear, Good, Ambush, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Today, Gone Ahead, Death Has Been Conquered INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You SOFT RAIN WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
Website:
https://craignelsonbass.net/Danny Mitchell
Danny Mitchell
Instrument / Role:
Copyist, Backing Vocals
Albums / Songs Involved With:
BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Background Vocals DIGNITY Copyist - Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, You Should Hear Him Sing, I'm Gonna Lose You MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Copyist - I Wasn't There, Hope Will Rise Again, Stain Upon My Heart, We Forgive You
Website:
https://dannymitchellmusic.com/Daphne Delva Smith
Daphne Delva Smith
Instrument / Role:
Choir Member & Lead vocalist
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Choir / Binder of the Broken & City of Hope Choir / CHILD OF GOD Choir / DAYS OF HOPE DIGNITY Choir / Precious Lord Take My Hand MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Lead Vocal / Listen with Love MORE THAN A SURVIVOR Choir WHAT HOPE SAYS Choir / Hope Says There's A Way
David Angell
David Angell
Instrument / Role:
Violin
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken CHAOS OF THE HEART Chaos of the Heart DAYS OF HOPE DIGNITY Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, You Should Hear Him Sing, I'm Gonna Lose You, Twenty Three DRINK DEEP After the Crowds are Gone, Differently, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Death Has Been Conquered INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My Heart, I Wasn't There, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You MORE THAN A SURVIVOR SOFT RAIN SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, I Commit My Eyes TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Beautiful Jesus, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free TWENTY THREE Twenty Three WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
David Davidson
David Davidson
Instrument / Role:
Violin
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Violin -Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Violin CHAOS OF THE HEART (Chaos of the Heart ) DAYS OF HOPE DIGNITY Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, You Should Hear Him Sing, I'm Gonna Lose You, Twenty Three DRINK DEEP After the Crowds are Gone, Differently, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Death Has Been Conquered INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH I Wasn't There, Hope Will Rise Again, Stain Upon My Heart, We Forgive You MORE BEAUTIFUL Wildest Ride on Earth MORE THAN A SURVIVOR SOFT RAIN SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, I Commit My Eyes TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Beautiful Jesus, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free TWENTY THREE Twenty Three WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
Website:
http://davidsviolin.com/Felicia Farerre
Felicia Farerre
Instrument / Role:
Lead Vocals
Albums / Songs Involved With:
CHAOS OF THE HEART Keep Breathing DIGNITY In the Middle of the Mess (Dignity) FIFTY YEARS FROM NOW I Don't Know You Anymore HEROES UNUSNG Heroes Unsung MERCY GREAT ENOUGH What Now? SOMEBODY'S DAUGHTER Backing Vocals - All of Me, Into the Light TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE No One Can Love Me Like You Do
Website:
https://www.feliciafarerre.net/Gina Boe
Gina Boe
Instrument / Role:
Songwriter
Albums / Songs Involved With:
MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Hidden Things
Website:
http://www.ginaboe.com/Janet Darnall
Janet Darnall
Instrument / Role:
Violin
Albums / Songs Involved With:
DIGNITY Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, I'm Gonna Lose You INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My I Wasn't There, Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You SOFT RAIN Stain Upon My Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You
Jason Webb
Jason Webb
Instrument / Role:
Piano
Albums / Songs Involved With:
BROKEN TO BLESS Not too Far from Here, Broken to Bless, Renee is Fourteen, Beatitudes, Listening, Wounded Angel, Nothing is in Vain, The Apology CELEBRATION TABLE Celebration Table, Come Meet Me Here, In Christ, I've Got This, Shame Died These Things, A Voiceless Cry, You are Not Alone DRINK DEEP No!, Don't Feel Much like Prayer Today, Drink Deep, After the Crowds are Gone, No Such Thing as Normal, Differently, Every Single Tear, Good, Ambush, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Today, Gone Ahead, Death Has Been Conquered MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Hidden Things, The Days Still Yet to Come, Hope Will Rise Again, You'll Never Call Me Daddy, Stain Upon My Heart, We Forgive You, Your Life Has Made a Difference
Website:
http://jasonwebbmusic.com/Karen Winklemann
Karen Winklemann
Instrument / Role:
Violin
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken DIGNITY Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, I'm Gonna Lose You, Twenty Three INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You SOFT RAIN TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Beautiful Jesus, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free TWENTY THREE Twenty Three
Ken Lewis
Ken Lewis
Instrument / Role:
Percussion
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Percussion & Drums - Binder of the Broken DIGNITY Dignity, Returning the Favor, Love Will Have to Do It, In the Middle of the Mess, Do You Know I Love You MERCY GREAT ENOUGH What Now SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER All of Me, Into the Light TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE Swept Away, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free, You Love Me / Drums - In the Image of God
Kent Hooper
Kent Hooper
Instrument / Role:
Co-Producer, Engineer, Mixing, Mastering, Arranging, and Keyboards
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Engineer spoken pieces, Engineering, mixing, and mastering THE APOLOGY Engineering, mixing, and mastering BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Engineering, mixing, and mastering BROKEN TO BLESS Engineering, mixing, and mastering CELEBRATION TABLE Engineering, mixing, and mastering CHAOS OF THE HEART Programming - Chaos of the Heart / Piano - Interludes / Mixing & Mastering - Chaos of the Heart, Keep Breathing, & How Could You / Producer - Every Single Tear - used Courtesy of Spring Hill Music Group, Inc. CHILD OF GOD Engineering, mixing, and mastering CROOKED ROAD Engineering, mixing, and mastering DAYS OF HOPE Engineering, mixing, and mastering DIGNITY Co-Producer, engineering, mixing, and mastering - All tracks / Piano - Do You Know I Love You, Precious Lord Take My Hand DRINK DEEP Co-Producer, engineering, mixing, and mastering - All tracks FIFTY YEARS FROM NOW Programming, piano, & mixing - I Don't Know You Anymore / Love as I Have Been Loved - programming / Engineer for spoken pieces HEROES UNSUNG Engineer for spoken pieces IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR Engineering, mixing, and mastering MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Co-Producer, arranging, engineering, mixing, and mastering - All tracks MORE BEAUTIFUL Programming, Keyboards, Engineer, mixing - Wildest Ride on Earth, Keyboards & Engineer - Interlude for More Beautiful on Guitar, Engineer - Affirmation MORE THAN A SURVIVOR Co-Producer, engineering, mixing, and mastering ROCK BOTTOM SOON Vocal Engineer & Mix SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Songwriter & programming - All of Me / Keyboards, mixing - Somebody's Daughter / Programming, mixing - Into the Light/ Keyboards, mixing - Every Man's Battle / Engineer & mixing - Is it Me? / I Commit My Eyes / Traitor TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE Engineered, mixed, and mastered all tracks / Also Wurlitzer - Swept Away / Keyboards - Tell Me What You See, To Be Free, In the Image of God / Guitar - Piece Me Together / Programming & Keyboards - You Love Me TWENTY THREE Producer UNDER MY SKIN Mix and mastering WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Engineer & MIx
Website:
http://houseofbig.com/Marcy Each
Marcy Each
Instrument / Role:
Songwriter/ Vocalist / Guitarist
Albums / Songs Involved With:
DEAD HEARTS DON'T CRY Vocalist MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Songwriter, Vocalist, & Guitarist / Another Mother's Day THE NEXT RIGHT THING Vocalist, & Guitarist
Website:
http://marcyeach.com/Mark Baldwin
Mark Baldwin
Instrument / Role:
Guitar
Albums / Songs Involved With:
BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Guitar BROKEN TO BLESS Guitar / Innocent Child, Walking Each Other Home, Child of Mine CELEBRATION TABLE Guitar / No Power Over Me, Rock Bottom Soon, Say Anything CHAOS OF THE HEART Guitar / Keep Breathing, How Could You DIGNITY Guitar / Love Will Have to Do It, In the Middle of the Mess, Do You Know How I Love You, When I Couldn't Do It By Myself DRINK DEEP Every Single Tear, Twenty Three, Today, Death Has Been Conquered / Also - speaker on No! IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR Guitar MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Guitar / Broken into Beautiful, I Lay it Down Listen with Love SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Guitar / Somebody's Daughter TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE Guitar / In the Image of God, No One Can Love Me like You Do, You Love Me SOFT RAIN Guitar / You're with Me
Website:
https://markbaldwinguitar.com/Mary K. Vanosdale
Mary K. Vanosdale
Instrument / Role:
Violin
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Beautiful Jesus, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
Matt Pierson
Matt Pierson
Instrument / Role:
Bass
Albums / Songs Involved With:
BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Heaven's Playground DIGNITY Precious Lord Take My Hand MORE BEAUTIFUL What Now (Mercy Great Enough) Wildest Ride on Earth SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER All of Me, Is it Me?, I Commit My Eyes, Every Man's Battle TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Swept Away, Tell Me What You See, Just the Way that I Am, No One Can Love Me Like You Do
Michael O'Brien
Michael O'Brien
Instrument / Role:
Lead Vocal
Albums / Songs Involved With:
MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Hope Will Rise Again
Website:
https://michealo.org/Missi Hale
Missi Hale
Instrument / Role:
Songwriter, Vocalist, Piano, & Guitar
Albums / Songs Involved With:
TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE Songwriter & Vocal - The Cost / Songwriter, Vocal, & Guitar - Time for a Breakdown, Piece Me Together / Songwriter & Backing Vocals - To Be Free MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My Heart - Songwriter & vocal
Monisa Angell
Monisa Angell
Instrument / Role:
Viola
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken CHAOS OF THE HEART Chaos of the Heart DAYS OF HOPE DIGNITY Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, You Should Hear Him Sing, I'm Gonna Lose You, Twenty Three DRINK DEEP After the Crowds are Gone, Differently, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Death Has Been Conquered INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My Heart, I Wasn't There, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You SOFT RAIN SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, I Commit My Eyes TWENTY THREE Twenty Three WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
Phillip Keveren
Phillip Keveren
Instrument / Role:
String Arrangement & Conductor
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Trust Jesus, Binder of the Broken BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Before We Said Hello, Heaven's Playground DAYS OF HOPE DIGNITY Dignity, Twenty Three / also String arrangement, Conductor, & Piano - We've Never Done This Dance Before, You Should Hear Him Sing, I'm Gonna Lose You DRINK DEEP After the Crowds are Gone, Differently, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Death Has Been Conquered CHAOS OF THE HEART Chaos of the Heart IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My I Wasn't There, Heart, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You MORE THAN A SURVIVOR SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, I Commit My Eyes TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Beautiful Jesus, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free / also / Piano - No One Can Love Me like You Do TWENTY THREE Twenty Three WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Piano, String arranger, conductor - Whole in the Sight of God / Writer, Piano, Programming - Reflection on Whole in the Sight of God
Website:
https://phillipkeveren.com/Randy Poole
Randy Poole
Instrument / Role:
Tracking Engineer
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Carry Me MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Hidden Things, The Days Still Yet to Come, Hope Will Rise Again, You'll Never Call Me Daddy SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER All of Me / String Tracking Engineer - Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, I Commit My Eyes WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Whole in the Sight of God
Ron Robinson
Ron Robinson
Instrument / Role:
Guitar
Albums / Songs Involved With:
THE APOLOGY DIGNITY Returning the Favor, Precious Lord Take My Hand MERCY GREAT ENOUGH What Now, Hope Will Rise Again,You'll Never Call Me Daddy MORE BEAUTIFUL Wildest Ride on Earth TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE The Cost, Tell Me What You See, To Be Free, Just the Way that I Am SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Traitor
Website:
http://300ydm.com/Sari Reist
Sari Reist
Instrument / Role:
Cello
Albums / Songs Involved With:
DRINK DEEP After the Crowds are Gone, Differently, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Death Has Been Conquered INNOCENT CHILD (Becky Nordquist) MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Stain Upon My, Heart, I Wasn't There, Hope Will Rise Again, We Forgive You SOFT RAIN SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, I Commit My Eyes
Scott Krippayne
Scott Krippayne
Instrument / Role:
Lead Vocal
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Songwriter, Vocal - Twenty Three / Songwriter, Lead & Backing Vocals - Carry Me BROKEN TO BLESS Songwriter - Beatitudes CHAOS OF THE HEART Vocal - Chaos of the Heart / Backing Vocal - How Could You / Songwriter, Lead Vocal, & Piano - Every Single Tear / Songwriter - Keep Breathing / Songwriter & Vocal - Twenty Three DIGNITY Songwriter & Lead Vocal - Precious Lord Take My Hand / Songwriter & Vocal - Twenty Three DRINK DEEP Songwriter & Vocals - No!, Don't Feel Much like Prayer Today, Differently, , Good, Ambush, Today, Gone Ahead / Songwriter, Vocal, & Piano - No Such Thing as Normal / Songwriter - Drink Deep, After the Crowds are Gone, Every Single Tear, Twenty Three / Vocal - Death Has Been Conquered FIFTY YEARS FROM NOW Vocal / I Don't Know You Anymore / Songwriter, lead vocal & piano - Love as I Have Been Loved GOD CAN USE A BROKEN HEART Songwriter & Vocalist IN ALL THINGS Songwriter, Vocalist, Piano I PROMISE TO BE WITH YOU TODAY Songwriter, Vocalist, Piano IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR Vocalist LIFE OF FAITH Writer, musician, & vocalist LOOK INTO MY EYES Songwriter, Vocalist, Piano MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Songwriter, Piano, & Lead vocal - I Wasn't There / Backing vocals - You'll Never Call Me Daddy MORE BEAUTIFUL Vocal / More Beautiful SET SAIL Songwriter, piano, programming, and vocal SOMEBODY'S DAUGHTER Songwriter, Lead Vocal, Backing Vocals - All of Me TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE Songwriter - You Love Me / Backing Vocals - Just the Way that I Am TWENTY THREE Songwriter & Vocal - Twenty Three WHERE IS MY FAITH Songwriter, Vocalist, Piano WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Vocal / Whole in the Sight of God WRONG CONVERSATIONS Songwriter, Vocalist, Piano
Website:
https://scottkrippayne.com/Scott Williamson
Scott Williamson
Instrument / Role:
Drums
Albums / Songs Involved With:
BREAKTHROUGH CHILD OF GOD DRINK DEEP No!, Don't Feel Much like Prayer Today, Drink Deep, After the Crowds are Gone, No Such Thing as Normal, Differently, Every Single Tear, Good, Ambush, As Good as Goodbye Gets, Today, Gone Ahead, Death Has Been Conquered (Drink Deep) DIGNITY Dignity, Returning the Favor, Love Will Have to Do It, In the Middle of the Mess HEAVEN'S PLAYGROUND IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Hidden Things, The Days Still Yet to Come, Hope Will Rise Again, You'll Never Call Me Daddy (Mercy Great Enough) SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER All of Me WALKING WITHOUT SKIN WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER
Steve Siler
Steve Siler
Instrument / Role:
Founder, Director, & Producer / Songwriter / Keys / Vocalist
Albums / Songs Involved With:
AFTER THE STORM Songwriter / Where is the Ground, Not too Far From Here, Twenty Three BEFORE WE SAID HELLO Songwriter BROKEN TO BLESS Songwriter & Vocals / Not too Far from Here, Innocent Child, Broken to Bless, Renee is Fourteen, Child of Mine, Beatitudes, Listening, Wounded Angel, Nothing is in Vain, Walking Each Other Home, The Apology CELEBRATION TABLE Songwriter & Vocals / Celebration Table, Come Meet Me Here, In Christ, I've Got This, No Power Over Me, Rock Bottom Soon, Say Anything, Shame Died These Things, A Voiceless Cry, You are Not Alone CHAOS OF THE HEART Songwriter / Chaos of the Heart, How Could You, Every Single Tear, Keep Breathing, Twenty Three CHILD OF GOD Songwriter CROOKED ROAD Songwriter DAYS OF HOPE Songwriter DIGNITY Songwriter / Dignity, We've Never Done This Dance Before, Returning the Favor, Love Will Have to Do It, In the Middle of the Mess, Twenty Three, You Should Hear Him Sing, Do You Know I Love You, Precious Lord Take My Hand, I'm Gonna Lose You DRINK DEEP No!, Don't Feel Much like Prayer Today, Drink Deep, After the Crowds are Gone, No Such Thing as Normal, Differently, Every Single Tear, Good, Twenty Three, Ambush, Today, Gone Ahead, Death Has Been Conquered FIFTY YEARS FROM NOW Songwriter / Fifty Years From Now, I Don't Know You Anymore, Love as I Have Been Loved, Before God, What God Has Joined Together GOD CAN USE A BROKEN HEART Songwriter HEROES UNSUNG Songwriter & Piano IN ALL THINGS Songwriter I PROMISE TO BE WITH YOU TODAY Songwriter IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR Songwriter LIFE OF FAITH Songwriter LOOK INTO MY EYES Songwriter MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Songwriter / The Days Still Yet to Come, Hope Will Rise Again, I Lay it Down, I Wasn't There, Listen with Love, Stain Upon My Heart, We Forgive You, What Now?, You'll Never Call Me Daddy, Your Life Has Made a Difference MORE BEAUTIFUL Songwriter / More Beautiful, Wildest Ride on Earth MORE THAN A SURVIVOR Songwriter MUSIC FOR THE LITLE SOUL Songwriter THE NEXT RIGHT THING Songwriter NO POWER OVER ME Songwriter & Vocalist ROCK BOTTOM SOON Songwriter & Vocalist SET SAIL Songwriter SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER Songwriter / Traitor, Somebody's Daughter, All of Me, Into the Light, Is It Me?, I Commit My Eyes, Every Man's Battle /also / Keyboards - Is It Me? TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE Songwriter / The Cost, You Love Me, In the image of God, Just the Way that I Am, No One Can Love Me like You Do TWENTY THREE Songwriter UNDER MY SKIN Songwriter WHERE IS MY FAITH Songwriter WHOLE IN THE SIGHT OF GOD Songwriter / Whole in the Sight of God WRONG CONVERSATIONS Songwriter
Sue C. Smith
Sue C. Smith
Instrument / Role:
Speaker & Songwriter
Albums / Songs Involved With:
FIFTY YEARS FROM NOW Speaker - Top Ten Reasons Why Marriage is Good for You MERCY GREAT ENOUGH Songwriter - Broken into Beautiful, Hidden Things
Website:
http://www.suecsmithsongwriter.com/Tim Akers
Tim Akers
Instrument / Role:
B3 Organ / Piano
Albums / Songs Involved With:
BINDER OF THE BROKEN B3 Organ CHILD OF GOD Piano DIGNITY Piano, B-3 Organ, & Keyboards - Dignity, Returning the Favor, Love Will Have to Do It DRINK DEEP B3 Organ - Gone Ahead, Death Has Been Conquered IT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR Piano MERCY GREAT ENOUGH B3 organ - Your Life Has Made a Difference MORE THAN A SURVIVOR B3 organ SAVE A CHILD B3 organ SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER B3 organ - I Commit My Eyes, Every Man's Battle