Words & Music by Missi Hale & Steve Siler
I swallowed my anger
I choked down my pain
Took all of my feelings
and stuffed them away
I ate my words, I hid my heart
Did what I was told
'til it was me against the world
Oh, conflicted and alone
Then one day I realized
I didn't have to take it anymore
They can't make me eat if I don't want to
They can't make me keep it down
They can't live inside me
They can't deny me
Control
Oh, sweet control
Now we've got the power
Now we are in charge
We are the ones
that they can't pry apart
There's nothing wrong, why can't they see
Things are just the way that we want them to be
Oh, why are they so obsessed
with making life a restaurant?
and we're saying with our choice
"How's it feel to have no voice?"
You can't make us eat if we don't want to
Oh, you can't make us keep it down
You can't live inside us
You can't deny us
Control
Sweet
They can't make us eat if we don't want to
Oh, they can't make us keep it down
They can't live inside us
They can't deny us
Control
Am I hurting you?
Are you leaving me?
This is not the victory I thought that it would be
I'm so frightened
and confused
'Cause even as I'm winning
I lose
But they can't make me.....
No they can't make me....
What's this thing inside me
That's always fighting
for control, yeah
Demands control
What's the cost
of control?
Who's in control?
Does it really get me what I need?
Control
Words & Music by Missi Hale & Steve Siler
&coppy; 2007 Lissabug Music Publishing ASCAP / Silerland Music ASCAP (Administered by The Copyright Company)
SWEPT AWAY
Words & Music by Allie Lapointe
On the path to beautiful
I wandered from the truth
Found a stream of guarantees
I just could not refuse
Waded into the promise
That thin could set me free
Now I'm trapped and can't swim back
I'm sinking deep
This current rages
These waters roar
Beneath the surface
I'm losing a silent war
I'm going under
I can't escape
I fear I might be
swept away
Swept away
I don't remember falling
And no one pushed me in
All I know is I'm in the place
I said I'd never be again
Secrets have me spinning round
I'm losing all control
I never knew it'd be so hard
To resist the flow
CHORUS
The cover girls, all skin and bones
Cheer me on from the shore
I didn't know how far I'd go
To find what glitters isn't gold
CHORUS
Words & Music by Allie Lapointe
© 2007 Story City Music BMI
TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE
Words & Music by Allie Lapointe & Sara Beth Geoghegan
Take away the curves, the waves
The softness of my form
Straight lines, stick figure's what I'm going for
Just a little smaller and then a little smaller still
I chase the moving target
Running uphill
Lord I'm fading fast
All that I can do is ask...
Will you draw my portrait
and tell me what you see
Will you shine your light of truth
on the real me
I can't see fact from fiction
and I long for clarity
So tell me what You see
Tell me what You see
You say I am your masterpiece
Your artwork, your design
Yet I've questioned every brushstroke
and I've altered all the lines
With every gain and every loss
My vision blurs with tears
'til I can't see anything
Past the stranger in the mirror
I don't recognize myself
Lord I'm desperate for your help, so...
CHORUS
Music & Lyrics by Allie Lapointe & Sara Beth Geoghegan
© 2007 Paper Princess Music / Story City Music BMI
TO BE FREE
Words & Music by Constance Rhodes, Mark Gersmehl and Missi Hale
Who's that stranger in the mirror?
My reflection left unclear
By all these voices in my head
I'm so tired of this cage
Of this fire that seems to rage
Consuming all my soul
To be whole would be heaven
But to get there seems like hell
And I don't know what it would mean
To be free to be free
Of these painful lies that threaten me
To be free, could it be
Something more than what I have believed
To be free
Another day and still I pray
Are you really even there
Or have I finally pushed you away (like everyone else)
I'm so lonely, I'm so afraid
I'm drowning in my shame
Yet I know there must be more than this
To be whole would be heaven
And I want to make this change
But I need some help to believe
To be free to be free
Would be sweeter than controlling everything
To be free
Could I see
What lies just beyond this fear in me
To be free
They say that freedom is a song
Oh how my heart longs
Lord just to see
How different life
Could be
To be free
Just to see myself like you see me
In your eyes I can fly
Become everything that I was made to be
Lord please help me know, I'm not alone
Give me strength to fight
and the will to find...
Freedom
Written by Constance Rhodes, Mark Gersmehl and Missi Hale
© 2007 Constance Rhodes / BMI / Lifetones Music ASCAP / Centricity Music Publishing ASCAP
TIME FOR A BREAKDOWN
Words & Music by Missi Hale & Kim Walling
Pressed against the window pane
Looking out at a world you want to embrace
But walls have enclosed your heart with fear
It's alright, it's alright if you cry
Don't you hold all those tears on the inside
Just let go
It's time you breathe again
So tell me
What are you waiting for
When love is knocking at your door
It's time for you to begin again
You're worn out from holding in
All of the hurt from where you've been
Release it
You know it's about
Time for a breakdown
It's alright tonight if you fall
There is grace to uphold the breakable
Hope can reach into your soul
and bring you life once more
So what are you waiting for
When love is knocking on your door
It's time for you to begin again
Worn out from holding in
All of the hurt from where you've been
Release it
You know it's about
Time for a breakdown
There's no need to cry without a sound
Let those tears fall to the ground, yea
It's time for a breakdown
So what are you waiting for
When freedom is knocking at your door
It's time for you to begin again
You don't need to keep on holding in
All of the hurt from where you've been
Release it
You know it's about
Time for a breakdown
Breakdown
Missi Hale & Kim Walling
© 2005 Centricity Music Publishing ASCAP
PIECE ME TOGETHER
Words & Music by Missi Hale & Cami Leinhard
There isn't any question
As to why I'm a mess inside
I've searched other places, oh yeah
All for the rest I need to find
I wait in this chaos
Clearly I created it for myself
The answer is simple
Oh Lord I need Your help
So, piece me together
Put me right back where you want me
Cause You are forever
And this is only temporary
I thought seeing was believing
But on my own, I've seen enough
I know your desire is
To see all I know get to my heart
So, piece me together
Put me right back where you want me
Cause You are forever
And this is only temporary
Written by Missi Hale & Cami Leinhard
© 2005 Centricity Music Publishing ASCAP