About
the author:
As
a means of sharing resources and information within the healing community,
Music for the Soul features a monthly guest article from a Christian
therapist, pastor, or recovey professional.
This month's guest article is written by Joy Sawyer, a licensed therapist
and award winning writer and poet. She author of the books Dancing
to the Heartbeat of Redemption, The Art of the Soul, and Holding Heaven
and Earth in One Hand
She and her husband Scott, author of a book entiled Earthly Fathers,
live in the Denver, Colorado area.
The
sky in Kansas is a sleek sheet of blue ocean, whitecaps foaming through
the air like breakers. As a child, it was my playground. I often imagined
riding it, like a sun-glazed beach babe on a surfboard, swooping up
toward the sun. Or my brother Scott and I would tear through wheat fields
holding hands—then hit the dirt on our stomachs for what we called
“tornado drill.”
To
us, the thrill of the swirling cyclone was just an urgent radio bulletin
away. I’d roll over on my back, savor the sight of bright, cornflower
blue dissolving suddenly into a sea of golden wheat. Turbulent funnels
could rip through the van Gogh canvas at any moment. Our adventure was
the land of Oz.
When
sunset came, the sky was transformed into a creamy dessert. I spent
many evenings outside, watching the orange sliver disappear into pastel,
whipped cream clouds. Just a few years ago, in an old trunk, I found
a yellowed piece of Big Chief tablet paper--one of my first poems. I
was eight.
sunlight
drifting through my windows
dusting off the darkened sheets
the sky a coat of many colors
pink and purple accordian pleats
At
the end of the poem, I’d carefully printed, “Hurrah for
the sun!”—plainspeak. Reign it in. It was something I often
did, and even then, I knew I shouldn’t. The poem was euphoric,
and I felt ashamed of my joy.
Surely
the adult world, my world, would think a child crazy if she danced deliriously
at the sight of a darkening sky. My volcano heart, erupting with fiery
delight, burned safely on paper, though I felt compelled to add something
“normal” at the end. To me, the extra words were reassurance,
the black-and-white proof that I belonged, that I wasn’t different.
After
all, poetry can only go so far in one’s everyday life. Or can
it?
For as long as I can remember, poetry has been a healing force in my
life. At different stages, poetry has served as my friend, comforter,
listener, encourager, vehicle of hope, dispenser of wisdom, center of
worship. But, just a few years ago, I discovered something beyond my
own experience, something that positively thrilled my soul: poetry is
also a source of physical healing.
In
1999, the Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA) released
a study that asthma and arthritis sufferers showed a nearly fifty percent
reduction in symptoms if they wrote about stressful incidents in their
lives. This study, as well as others emerging on a regular basis, confirm
what many poets and writers have discovered throughout the centuries:
writing is a healing act.
As
a poet who is also a practicing psychotherapist, I’ve seen poetry—both
reading and writing—touch places in people’s souls that
might have otherwise been unreachable. Unbearable. Poetry brings light,
direction, guidance, illumination, reflection. I find that those who
read and write poetry as part of their therapy gain a greater sense
of identity and purpose, as well as experience deeper and more long-lasting
emotional and spiritual growth.
Because
of the power of poetry in my own life, as well as what I’ve experienced
in the counseling room, I’m a member of the National Association
for Poetry Therapy (www.poetrytherapy.org), an international organization
which exists to promote the use of language arts in healing and growth.
Daily,
NAPT members reach out with compassion and writing resources to those
in need—both in this country and around the world. In the wake
of last September’s attacks, the NAPT produced Giving Sorrow Words,
an anthology of poems and writing exercises designed to help people
work through the complex feelings they might be facing. Poems were contributed--at
no charge--by Poet Laureate Billy Collins, Robert Bly, Lucille Clifton,
Lawrence Ferlinghetti, and Naomi Shihab Nye, as well as by caring poetry
therapists across the country. Giving Sorrow Words continues to be distributed
for free, and is available for the cost of postage through the NAPT.
In
a New York Times article last October, the writer Dinitia Smith highlights
that, in the weeks following the terrorist attacks, “people [consoled]
themselves—and one another—with poetry in an almost unprecedented
way.” She spoke with the Poet Laureate, Billy Collins, who made
what might seem a startling observation.
He says that “in times of crisis it’s interesting that people
don’t turn to the novel or say ‘We should all go out to
a movie,’ or, ‘Ballet would help us.’ It’s always
poetry. What we want to hear is a human voice speaking directly in our
ear.”
As
Billy Collins says, in times of turmoil we instinctively turn to poetry,
and to her sister music as well, because they are languages that give
us a voice—and we desperately feel our need to both speak and
to listen to others’ experiences.
What good news. Truly, poetry is not just a linguistic luxury--a novelty
reserved for the gifted few. Poetry can incarnate the dust, sweat and
blood of our human existence. Poetry can transform our everyday lives.
So
speak your heart. Speak your poetry.
For
more information on the National Association for Poetry Therapy, visit
the website at www.poetrytherapy.org
Joy
Sawyer can be contacted at joysawyercpt@aol.com